{"id":122,"date":"2004-09-20T22:48:00","date_gmt":"2004-09-21T02:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/?p=122"},"modified":"2004-09-20T22:48:00","modified_gmt":"2004-09-21T02:48:00","slug":"i-did-a-bad-bad-thing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/2004\/09\/20\/i-did-a-bad-bad-thing\/","title":{"rendered":"I did a bad bad thing."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I haven&#8217;t blogged in ages. But let&#8217;s just take it as a given that I feel guilty about it and that in my defense I&#8217;ve been busier than I usually am and leave it at that.<\/p>\n<p>Moving on, the job is really starting to become something I&#8217;m excited about. Admittedly I was a little&#8230; dejected I think, after I first started.My first day didn&#8217;t go very well, and it was a weird sort of come-down to lose my office and my nice Windows machine with up-to-date software in exchange for an open plan environment and a crappy Apple with out-of-date software. I think that was more of a big deal than I thought it would be in the beginning because I&#8217;d have moments of wishing it were the weekend and the Sunday night dread of having to go back to work.<\/p>\n<p>Not that I didn&#8217;t have that working at the hospital mind you. It just didn&#8217;t seem as intense. Another thing that has been bothering me (and I promise this is the last thing, because it really does get better) is my inherent shyness that I just can&#8217;t seem to break free from. It never fails. I&#8217;ll never be one of those people who can just become ensconced in new surroundings and make instant friends no matter how much I want to. I&#8217;ll always be one of those people that just take a while to loosen up. It&#8217;s because I&#8217;m easily intimidated I think. The other New media producer is a really cool &#8216;rock chick&#8217; who&#8217;s into the latest tunes and concerts and has a great sense of style. She&#8217;s been there a long time, knows everyone, everyone enjoys her sense of humour and occasional moments of wackiness. Essentially, she&#8217;s where I was when I left the hospital. I&#8217;d been there a long time, everyone knew my sense of humour and my own moments of wackiness. Now I&#8217;m the new one on the totem pole. The Web editor guy is far too cute to be a geek. Even my daughter thinks he&#8217;s hawt and it can be disconcerting to speak to him even though he&#8217;s as nice as can be; I still have to avert my eyes sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>My boss is also really nice, and she&#8217;s either the same age as or maybe even a little younger than myself. Married, couple of kids, funny, easygoing. <\/p>\n<p>But anyway, everyone I&#8217;ve met has been welcoming and friendly. I LOVE listening to the reporters as they scurry about going after stories and interviewing people. I love watching the whole newspaper process come together day by day. I love that this company&#8217;s corporate offices are excited and gung ho about online services and journalism and I&#8217;m excited that I get to be a part of driving print media in a new direction. I love how my daughter gets to tell her friends her mom works for the newspaper. I love that I was asked casually if I&#8217;d be interested in writing something once a month about the new TV season by one of the reporters. I love that I can take initiative and jump into projects without waiting for the go-ahead from some committee or boardof directors&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s just getting better and better and I finally feel like I&#8217;m loosening up and getting to know my new coworkers.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I haven&#8217;t blogged in ages. 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