{"id":215,"date":"2005-12-21T20:08:00","date_gmt":"2005-12-22T00:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/?p=215"},"modified":"2005-12-21T20:08:00","modified_gmt":"2005-12-22T00:08:00","slug":"pounding-my-brain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/2005\/12\/21\/pounding-my-brain\/","title":{"rendered":"Pounding my brain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Head. Killing. Me. <\/p>\n<p>I woke up with this fecking headache and haven&#8217;t been able to shake it all day. It&#8217;s an all over thing and it feels good to apply pressure behind my ears and base of my neck. But I can&#8217;t keep doing that all day or I won&#8217;t get any work done.<\/p>\n<p>I wonder what brought it on. I&#8217;m caffeinated. I&#8217;ve taken the Aleve. I&#8217;ve eaten. Maybe it&#8217;s psychological. Or stress. Who knows. Xmas has been stressful but only because Shan&#8217;s been hard to shop for this year. Today is the anniversay of the day my dad died. No matter how I try to forget about it, I can&#8217;t help but think about him today as I do every year. It was a scary day. Maybe that&#8217;s why my head hurts.<\/p>\n<p>Meh who knows. I should get on with some work although even that&#8217;s difficult to do today. Everyone&#8217;s in a festive mood and there&#8217;s food everywhere so there&#8217;s a general atmosphere of frivolity and easygoing-ness around. It&#8217;s really nice. I love working here.<\/p>\n<p>This weekend the kidlet and I will spend Christmas eve with the Gs and I&#8217;ll be making mom&#8217;s yam recipe. Apparently I have her touch with them according to everyone who ate them at Thanksgiving. So this will be the second time I&#8217;ve ever cooked yams \ud83d\ude42 Then Shannon and I will head home and futz around the house until it&#8217;s time to send her to bed and I can lay out the Santa stuff. Yes she&#8217;s 14 but we still do the whole Santa thing. When she was younger though we&#8217;d always read &#8216;Twas the Night before Christmas&#8217; together after setting out cookies and milk. She wouldn&#8217;t go until we&#8217;d done that. I kind of miss that. <\/p>\n<p>But blink and they grow up. Those of you folk who read this and have wee ones remember to cherish every single moment you can with them because soon they&#8217;ll be older and going to high school or college, driving cars and generally doing the growing up thing. Take lots of pictures, and record them a lot too &#8211; video and audio. I have some lovely tapes of Shannon and my mom reading stories together when she was a toddler that I just adore.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, then in the morning I&#8217;ll be cooking up a batch of my special french toast and maybe some bacon. Shannon&#8217;s going to whip up the hot chocolate and we&#8217;ll settle in and open pressies. It&#8217;s going to be lovely \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Head. Killing. Me. I woke up with this fecking headache and haven&#8217;t been able to shake it all day. It&#8217;s an all over thing and it feels good to apply&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=215"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=215"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=215"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ukmelia.com\/ridiculousthoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=215"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}