I totally think it's possible women think about sex more than men do. The only difference is that women think about every detail from beginning to end, and men just wanna come. I have noticed that, with me anyway, it tends to be on a cycle. At the moment, every spare second I have turns to sex. Either pure fantasies with guys I would never dream of going near irl or replaying recent adventures. Sex sex sex sex sex. Geez. It's annoying. And now that I've typed sex a bunch of times, I bet this blog shows up in porn searches eventually. I was actually thinking about how much I would like to have a non-relationship relationship. It would have to be someone I'm comfortable with and who knows me and I know them. And who will go away when I want some me time. I don't want someone moving into my place and space and sort of invading my life. But I really miss the sex and the cuddling and snuggling and staying up til dawn talking about stupid things. *sigh* There is no happy medium.

Ah well, life's a bitch and then you get some :)

Fucking hell it's freeeeezing in my office. Maybe they do that to us on purpose so that we can't doze off or something. But my ability to type and work is hindered by the fact that my fingers are blue and I can see my breath in here. Anyway I can't seem to get my head into work atm. I've sorted all the major issues I've had as far as work requests go. I've got loads to do for my freelance stuff but I can't work on that here. Maybe I'll run over to G&G's and pick up that ficus bush they said I could have. But it's cold outside too. Maybe I'll just sit and think about the wicked things I'd like to do to a certain someone. No, no it wouldn't do to get all turned on while at work.

Hmmm... baseball... ummmm, PHP code... UNIX - eewww that did it. Better than a cold shower that is.

Chicago's looking really good now that it's less than a month off. Especially after my big money scare this week - one that really turned into a blessing in disguise as now I have enough to get my brakes fixed and bills caught up and *still* have some left for the trip. I need to think up a good gift for chickie for inviting us over there.. Hmmmm... Will have to browse online for something I think. Or I could take her kidlets some husker gear - hehehehe. I am evil.

26 days to go.